today was my appointment with my regular ob and everything seemed ok.  her heartbeat was great, my blood pressure was good and she's still measuring ok.  i was also told that we'll definitely be having an april baby.

i have to start physical therapy next week, and they're still monitoring my emotions because dr. thinks it may be better to start me on an antidepressant.  she's about as hesitant to prescribe them as i am to take them, so we will see. 

she's also a bit worried about my swelling and headaches, and i'm to watch that closely because preeclamsia is the LAST thing that me or baby need right now.  that would pretty much throw everything outta whack as far as timing for delivery goes.  my blood pressure is still good, but just about all of the other symptoms are present, so i will be trying to relax with my feet up.

so tuesday is the day when we meet the neonatologist and discuss possibly scheduling the c-section, hearing all of the bad news, and hear about what we'll be in for.  i'm soooooooo nervous.  eric didn't get to go to this appt. with me, and after i told him what was going on he was like, "pfft -- i don't know about listening to the doctors.  didn't they say if we could go to term, then that's what we're gonna do?  now they're just gonna take her?"  so he's frustrated now, too, and it's starting to show.  i told him that we're either gonna listen to the doctors or not.  we can't pick and choose what we want to hear.  in our case, they know best.  but i TOTALLY understand his frustration -- we have the same frustrations.

so please keep praying for us.